good morning my babies. this is my chubby face. say hiiiii chubby face.
i missed you angels! i have over 40 kidney stones and more than likely need surgery. i haven’t been able to go to school or work really. i just sleep all day, throw up, and am in agony. i haven’t had energy to do anything else, hence my leave. but this situation, as shitty and painful as it is, has been really eye opening. it is showing me how strong i really am. it taught me that i do have to put myself first. i’ve been on an all liquid diet for almost 2 weeks now because i can’t keep anything down. i’m loosing weight which is a good thing too. when i can get into work, i never wear makeup because for once, i don’t give a rats ass how i look. granted my boobs are busting out of this top but after i looked at this, i liked it. my hairs a mess and i have no makeup on and at the end of it, i think i look pretty. if i have to have surgery, i have to have it. i’d rather not but then again i’m sick of being in so much pain and being on bed rest. as strange as it sounds though, i’m content with my situation. it has taught me so much. it has shown me that more people care about me than i thought. this was my random welcome back, i missed you biddies rant and picture.
hello boob popping completely out of my bra. hello fucked up www.dontbetardyformartysbacardiparty.tumblr.com and myself. we are kinda cute…and drunk.
